To get at the poem’s emotional center you have you put yourself as a gay man during the late 80’s/early 90’s whose community is suddenly infected with this new deadly disease. The speaker tells us the psychological
impact the AIDS epidemic had on his social life. He
explains how sexual desire and the fear of death have become strangely intertwined.
In line 7 he describes potential sexual partners as men who “want to stick
their needle in my arm.” This is a both a metaphor for sex and a reference to
the heavy drug use of 1980's gay nightlife. These bars would allow
an opportunity for drug abuse and unprotected sex. The two men, Jon and Brad,
are given very cliché and generic names to give the feeling that they are just
typical bar types who he would normally have sex with without deep
consideration.
These men “thirst heroically
together for euphoria”. The language used
in lines 21-26 describes search for sex as and grand and important quest. In
this “quest” he is able to “enter their minds” as they “lose their differences”
together. Then he abruptly goes back to the fear of death. This relates to how AIDS
brought a somber halt to their free spirited and promiscuous attitudes. He starts talking about how he fears for my own health and of
their evident health”, “health” referring to rather or not they were infected. In
the last line he describes the bar patrons as “boisterous and bright carrying
in their faces and throughout their bodies the news of life and death.” In their faces the speaker can see both thier bright
human nature and signs of sickness and death.
Works Cited:
Booth, Alison, and Kelly J. Mays. The Norton Introduction to Literature. 10thth ed. New York, London: W. W. Norton and Company, 2011. 478-479. Print.
Booth, Alison, and Kelly J. Mays. The Norton Introduction to Literature. 10thth ed. New York, London: W. W. Norton and Company, 2011. 478-479. Print.
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